You may (or may not) have noticed that I have been pretty scarce lately. My last assignment of the semester has to be submitted by 11:55 pm tonight, and then I don’t have anything at all until my exam on the 17th, so I’ll be back in full swing soon!
I’m a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy, yet I’m ambitious. I don’t like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don’t care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has.